Last night Mike and I watched our favorite show, Modern Family. At the end of the show the dad is up in a tree building a tree house for his son. He just met a new friend and it made him extremely happy. The expression on his face sums up how I am feeling right now! He had the biggest smile on his face. This picture isn't very clear but you get the idea.
Out of the many hours this past weekend that we worked on the house, I had a few hours during this to think to myself.
I am one happy girl.
I am happy that by next spring (hopefully) we will be mostly done with the major projects in our house and Mike and I will have time to ourselves... No busy season. No school. No constant house projects. I cannot wait for that! Mike and I haven't ever had that. It gets tiring working on the house every night after work and then all through the weekend. I am pretty excited. I have always been one to be excited for the future. I know that next spring is in the future but I am really learning to enjoy life at the stage I am in right now. I broke it down from "when we have kids" to "next spring". Don't get me wrong folks, I love life and Mike and working on the house and seeing things get done on it but it will be nice to have a more normal schedule. It has also been good to think about this time that Mike and I can have before we have kids. It is nice to think that when kids should come, it will feel right and Mike and I will be ready.. In the mean time... we will enjoy all our long days together. I have never understood how some people will say that it is selfish to put off having kids to get more financially stable or further a career or fix a house up or pay off debt. I don't think it is necessarily selfish. But I think it is also important to listen to our church leaders and follow their counsel on the matter. It is different for every couple. In our case, we are finishing a house for our little kiddies that will come some day.. :) Our intentions are there and we will have kids eventually.
I am happy that I have come to the realization to live life in the present.
I am happy that Mike wants me to be happy.
I am excited for a nice long period of Mike, me and our cozy home.
I am happy.